Senin, 05 September 2011

lot it all

Run away
I’m living with a hole inside
A piece of me I am yet to find
The edge of reason, Lies uneven
Turn me off, feel the blood so cold
It’s like a product that was bought in salt
Asking me for the impossible
I ain’t waiting for a miracle
I ain’t waiting for the world to change
Under my skin lives the reason
Under my armor I’ve lost it all
No more pain
No saviour made of born design
Fool me before I tell ya not this time
Rape my body, Lost my vision, Lost my mind
I had to let it go
Another day living irrational
Another day inside this dying soul
I ain’t waiting for a miracle
I ain’t waiting for the world to change
Under my skin lives the reason
Under my armor I’ve lost it all
There’s something in your eyes
A part of me that I recognise
I want to let you know
We’d be there if we could and it’s alright
You taught me how to feel
It’s no wonder I’d do anything
Tell me why’d you have to go
With the ones that come last are the best I know
At time, It seems that we’ve lost it all
Burn it all
Burn it to the fucking ground
Believe the words that I don’t want me around
Life with vision, need decision
World collision and heads will roll
With nothing left but the pain to show
Mental imagery on the floor
I ain’t waiting for a miracle
I ain’t waiting for the world to change
Under my skin lives the reason
Under my armor I’ve lost it all

danger line

My sixteen, locked and loaded
All fear has been avoided
You say the words and my weapon is drawn
This one could be my last time
Some people call it war crime
I may be staring down a lethal sight
(To die)
Nothing shocks you like a bullet hole
Leaving my fear on the danger line
Suffering a man should never know
Leaving my faith on the danger line
I do this for my family
My daughter loves her daddy
Too many talk down on things they don’t know
With colors never faded
Reckless and unabated
They may take me but never take us all
(I’ll crawl)
Nothing shocks you like a bullet hole
Leaving my fear on the danger line
Suffering a man should never know
Leaving my faith on the danger line
I know what you’re thinking
I’ve been there before
So think of the times, the time we spent laughing away
So think of the times at home
(Life without a care)
Now I find myself in my own blood
(Never thought I’d lay in my own blood)
The damage done is far beyond repair
I never put my faith in up above
(Never had much faith in up above)
But now, I’m hoping someone’s there
I never meant to leave this world alone
I never meant to hurt the ones who cared
And all this time I thought we’d just grow old
You know, no one said it’s fair
Tell my baby girl that “It’s alright”
I’ve sung my last song today
Remind the lord to leave his light on for me
I’m free

buried alive

Take the time just to listen
When the voices screaming are much too loud
Take a look in the distance
Try and see it all
Chances are that you might find
That we share a common discomfort now
I feel I’m walking a fine line
Tell me only if it’s real
Still I’m on my way
(On and on it goes)
Vacant hope to take
Hey!
I can’t live in here for another day
Darkness has kept the light concealed
Grim as ever
Hold on to faith as I dig another grave
Meanwhile the mice endure the wheel
Real as ever
And it seems I’ve been buried alive
I walk the fields through the fire
Taking steps until I found solid ground
Followed dreams, reaching higher
Couldn’t survive the fall
Much has changed since the last time
And I feel a little less certain now
You know I jumped at the first sign
Tell me only if it’s real
Memories seem to fade
(On and on it goes)
Wash my view away
Hey!
I can’t live in here for another day
Darkness has kept the light concealed
Grim as ever
Hold on to faith as I dig another grave
Meanwhile the mice endure the wheel
Real as ever
And I’m chained like a slave
Trapped in the dark
Slammed all the locks
Death calls my name
And it seems I’ve been buried alive
Take you down now
Burn it all out
Throw you all around
Get your fuckin’ HANDS OFF ME!
What’s it feel like?
Took the wrong route
Watch it fall apart
Now you’re knockin’ AT THE WRONG GATE!
For you to pay the toll
A price for you alone
The only deal you’ll find
I’ll gladly take your soul
While it seems sick
Sober up quick
Psycho lunatic crushing you with
HANDS OF FATE!
Shame to find out
When it’s too late
But you’re all the same
Trapped inside INFERNO AWAITS!
Evil thoughts can hide
I’ll help release the mind
I’ll peel away the skin
Release the dark within
This is now your life
Strike you from the light
This is now your life
Die, buried alive [x3]

welcome to the family

Hey kids! (hey kids)
Do I have your attention?
I know the way you’ve been living
Life’s so reckless, tragedy endless
Welcome to the family
Hey!
There’s something missing
Only time will alter your vision
Never in question, lethal injection
Welcome to the family
Not long ago you find the answers were so crystal clear
Within a day you find yourself living in constant fear
Can you look at yourself now, can you look at yourself?
You can’t win this fight
In a way it seems there’s no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside, we all have answers to find
But you can’t win this fight!
Hey kids! (hey kids)
I have to question
What’s with the violent aggression
Details blurry, lost him too early
Welcome to the family
Hey!
Why won’t you listen?
Can’t help the people you’re missing
It’s been done, a casualty rerun
Welcome to the family
I try and help you with the things that can’t be justified
I need to warn you that there is no way to rationalize
So have you figured it out now, so have you figured it out?
You can’t win this fight
And in a way it seems there’s no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside, we all have answers to find
But you can’t win this fight!
Here for you and all mankind,
I’ve lost my mind
Psychotic rounds in to dementia
I won’t be fine
I see your escaping down a steep road
Cast out in a world you’ll never know
Stand there, place your weapon by your side
It’s a war the end, we’ll surely lose but that’s alright
So have you figured it out now, so have you figured it out?
And in a way it seems there’s no one to call
When our thoughts are so numb
Our feelings unsure
We all have emptiness inside, we all have answers to find
But you can’t win this fight
Deep inside where nothing’s fine
I’ve lost my mind
You’re not invited, so step aside
I’ve lost my,
Deep inside where nothing’s fine
I’ve lost my mind
You’re not invited, so step aside
I’ve lost my…

size the day

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It’s empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache overt
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I’m too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I’d do anything for a smile, holding you ’til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don’t want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I’m too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one Picture)
Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It’s empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live In
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of Death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I’m too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one Picture)
Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It’s empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don’t wanna Die alone without you here,
Please tell me what we have is real
So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Whoah, so I never want to leave you, and the memories of Us to see
I beg don’t leave me
Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It’s empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don’t wanna Die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then Continues in the background]
I stand here dreaming alone
Falling away from me, no chance to get back home [x2]

dear god

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can’t help but wish that I was there
Back where I’d love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I’m not around,
when I’m much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
’Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again
There’s nothing here for me on this barren road
There’s no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can’t help but think of the times I’ve had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I’m not around,
when I’m much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
’Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade…
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I’m not around,
when I’m much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
’Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again

afterlife

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here

Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here

Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right